To the guy who broke my heart, (Photo Credits Belong to Photographer: Rachel Barnitz) As I have mentioned in old Blog posts before this, I have experienced the breaking of a broken heart. I have felt what it feels like to have someone that you’re completely head over heels in love with, break and shatter your beautiful walls. I have felt what it feels like to twist and angle the situation a thousand times over and over again in your head, replaying what you wish it would have been like. I have even experienced the grief and aftermath of tears that won’t stop flowing even though I never even dated him. However , that was then , and this is now . In the past, I would like someone based on who I thought they were. I would begin to slowly but surely morph them into who I truly thought they were, and you know what the saddest part was? That that view was what I really saw. That I saw that Godly man, instead of the Christian Boy. And in a sense, I saw t